Lazing by the breezy seaside, gazing, as the clouds adjust their positions involuntarily. An easy afternoon, complemented by a wonderful day…

Two and a half years ago, I gave myself a new start. Two and a half years on, I’m beginning afresh again.  We all tend to. As beings with a so called higher intelligence, we’re always learning. Eventually we change, whether for good or bad,  is another matter.

My gut feel tells me that I’m different now. I’m more in control, a little wiser. But my thoughts are still as confusing. I still lack that discipline to follow through sometimes.

I don’t like to apologize. I’d rather do something about it. Lets see where things go from now.

that day ends, it has to. but its followed by a beautiful sunset and a new day. a new beginning.

Thank you dear harry and kiat, for your mahjong.

Thank you bas, for your honesty.

Thank you J and J, for being you.

Thank you, for allowing me the two promises.

I told myself to never talk about affairs of the heart here. I am losing that resolve.

Even in nature we see love. Not something overly intricate and complicated, but a universally recognized icon of what our culture presumes to be a “heart”, or “love”. Does nature love? Maybe nature loves herself only. Explains why natural disasters tries to wipe humankind out now and then.

It’s a vicious cycle. So we cut down forests, fill in the seas to make more land. Is it any wonder? If somebody comes into your home, cuts up your sheets, pisses all over your toilet. Is it any wonder people repeatedly foretell the coming of Armageddon?

This is the longest time since I’ve put in an entry.

In times of pain, this is my hiding place.

My friends…

I wanted to blog. But I majorly fucked up on how to edit my picture sizes. So I have lost my mood.