Today I Am Doing A Quiz.

Ripped this website off sarah, who ripped it off michelle. You choose the colors and it tells you what your supposed personality traits are. Yet another one but just check it out and see if it’s accurate. Heres mine.

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

Name: gary
Date: 8/30/2008
Colorgenics Number: 36724015

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You appear to others around you as a person who is simply ‘laid back’. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that ‘By hook or by crook’ you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.

You need a friend – a close friend – and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back – careful to avoid open conflict – since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate ‘give and take’ remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being ‘handcuffed’ – ‘tied down’ – ‘hindered’ – ‘restrained’ and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited – to let your hair down – but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything – whatever that may be.

That is describing me. Does it? You tell me!

Today I Am Tethering On Edge.

Setting myself goals is a bad idea. Usually it ends up being canned. A disaster, if you will. My holidays officially started last week, and I’ve been a busy boy(man?). Went night to Pulau Tekong for BMTC visit, back to seeing how nice we are treated when we serve the army. Then night cycling @ Pasir Ris Park, played badminton @ Paya Lebar CC and got scorched @ JE’s swimming complex. The slides are AMAAZING! This is coming from a chickenshit who has never dared to do it for a fear of heights. ( Some pictures can be viewed at xanga.com/iamsarahchan )

Anyway, the point is I’ve been busy. Fill in giving tuition to V, eating for my stomach then it pretty much takes up all of my time. In the little time I have to myself, been trying to sprint back to the level of sleep that I have been deprived of, plus convince myself back to mugging mode to complete my professional profiling project. Naturally, I have been struggling.

I find myself having thoughts that I’ve been trying to put inside the compartment they call the recycling bin for the past year. For the geniuses who say that who needs that long, take a hike. I cannot.

Generally zodiacs are accurate, right? I am impulsive, irritable. Lets just throw in stubborn for good measure, for an Aries. Trying to change is like pulling the hair off your pits. It hurrrrrrrrts. Yet I know full well somehow change is like trying to stop your shit from coming out. Unstoppable. I’ll never be a good PR person if I don’t change.

That aside, I’m standing on the edge of a knife. Falling off the left side, I’ll drop into shit. Falling off the right side, I’ll drop into my own shit. Better to drop into something I’m more familiar with, right?