Misconstrued Priorities.

I should never have left.

I lost sight of you,

You said;

What if I wanted to, again.

Heels to floor

Lamenting your loss,

Dead in the night.

Post Mortem.

I’ve finally come around to uploading the pictures from my camera. Sorry for the long wait, but I’ve been busy as usual.

Okay! To start things off! These are the two people who spent the first moments of my birthday with me. Thats Junior and CSM.

This is with W25F, celebrating my birthday at FishnCO @ GlassHouse. ( On The Way )

The other four! ( Excluding KM, the pictures of you really too dark to see )=

Here is after they have thoroughly embarrassed me, standing on the chair getting sung the FishnCO birthday song. Funky style. Food was excellent as usual, what else to expect of FnC? ( BTW, doesn’t km look very anime-ish here?? ) [ top 2nd from right ]

A few days following that, had a surprise birthday celebration with rEk(20) and me! With W14G and his SA chaps. So surprising lor. So here is Lim Peh with the most 007-esque way of blowing the candle. In case ANYBODY wanna push my face into the cake. See behind us? Eugene standing there? Creep.

This is in fact, our ” I will stand by you forever ” moment.

EVERYBODY! ( rEk like not very excited huh? ) [ white polo tee ] Btw, red skirt looks kinda hot right? I think so. I like.

Okay no more pictures. Tomorrow no module! Can relax one corner! Cheers!

Shait.

It’s not possible, to post anything in school. It takes ages to upload the pictures. So here goes something else.

it may not always be so;
and i say that if your lips,
which i have loved should touch another's,
and your dear strong fingers clutch his heart,
as mine in time not far away;
if on another's face your sweet hair lay
in such silence as i know,
or such great writhing words as,
uttering overmuch,
stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;

if this should be, i say if this should be--
you of my heart, send me a little word;
that i may go unto him, and take his hands,
saying, Accept all happiness from me.
Then shall i turn my face and hear one bird
sing terribly afar in the lost lands.

I NOW OWN…

A Deuter backpack which I bought for myself. Been needing to get a backpack because carrying the crumpler slingbag has been a real big chore. It’s a big strain on my shoulder/s. It’s a worthwhile investment. Really lor.

My primary school friends gave this to me! It’s a 9-pinhole-kinda-camera. Damn cool. Photography will never be the same again. POP 9!

At the top, is a towel with my name HAND SEWN BY HUIYA! She is UP one lor. Just sew only.

Then theres a pair of Pedro shoes. shared by my sem2 classmates and Jess.

There are 2 muffins, one minnie mouse ears( which i wore in school and on the train and people laugh at me), a american made condom which is burnt at the corner by the birthday muffin candles and last but not least a birthday mask. What else did I forget ah?

PS – THANKS SO MUCH. My deepest and wettest love to all of you.

Guinness Draught.

Wah Piang Eh. Drink Guinness draught with straw is not funny. Went out with my primary school friends just now. But thats another story for later. For now…

I was in the toilet washing my very short hair just now and I had a sudden revelation. I now have a few groups of friends who I can classify and say that I truly like them, that I can be myself around them. Of course… whether it works both ways is another matter.

My primary school friends. Currently consisting of – TTY, YKX, KRS, CZK. Pathetic right. 4 primary school friends. They all stay near me, which is probably why we still keep in contact. We’re still such great friends because, well. We’ve seen each other, at our stupidest. Aka 6-12 years old. Thats reason enough. Thanks for the 9 Shot Camera Birthday present guys.

Harry, JiQ, KK are my main men. Jo is my androgynous main person. S/he is both my gf and bf. Our formative years were spent together, and after 10 years, still being friends proves that our bond will be for life. Im glad.

Spags. My longest serving work place. None of them stay in my area, but the fun we’ve had immeasurable. Every-Single-One.

Last but not least, my poly friends. They are the youth that I missed out on.

Perhaps… I may not be who I am now IF I had went to poly instead of my route now.

Perhaps… things may be different IF I had not been so rebellious.

Now I get my second wind! I’m so happy to have met W14G, W25F and randoms like MJ and Novin.

Heh. Enjoy the times, while it lasts. Heres looking back on the good times.

PS – To those who I left out, not because you’re insignificant, it’s because I have a bad memory. Leave a complain and I’ll be SURE to mention YOU also.