Stone Cold

Well, if my posting’s/ramblings have been eagerly anticipated, which I doubt, this will probably be a continuation of the previous one. Remember me wanting to just shut up and let everything else do the talking? Well I’ve partly succeeded. I’ve been talking much, much lesser to certain groups/people, but at the same time nothing has changed with the other groups/people. In the coming 10 weeks of holidays, I plan to completely live in seclusion. I’m going to stay home and play games, hit the gym, swim ALONE. With the exception of playing games maybe since it’s meant to be a social activity.

It’s 3:39am now, and it feels like I’ve gone back a few years when I used to stay up late because that’s when my mind was the most productive, and the deafening silence brought solace for me. The beauty of midnight. I’m a lot less inspired these days. I think that part of me has truly died along with the optimism I used to have. Now it’s just me and the world. All cynicism. Maybe, I hope for it, in the near future something changes.

Anyway. I lost and found my wallet recently… and as a result of losing the wallet I had to work extra. But since I found it I will have extra cash! For those who want to know, I’m teaching primary 2 EMC tuition at AMK. It’s no joke ok. Kids nowadays are monsters. Today my tutee told me I have bad breath, am ugly and I have a lot of pimples. The last point I can sympathize with. BUT I AM DEFINITELY NOT UGLY AND DON’T HAVE BAD BREATH. Right…? Guys…?

Maybe I shouldn’t even teach tuition since kids hate me so much. Which reminds me, I’ve not seen Samuel in 2 weeks.

You gave me these weapons, these skills to kill. I’ve lost my humanity.

Stuck In A Rut.

Today’s post is gonna be exactly what the title states. I’m possibly going through one of the worst patches of my soon to be 22 year old life. In the past 10 weeks, I’ve lost roughly $2000 of my items. Whether I’ve been careless or have sheer dumb “luck” is debatable, but one thing is for sure, the word idiot was coined on actions I’ve performed.

Seriously, I’m so messed up. I’m not happy, whether physically or spiritually. I’m not doing anything right. For as long as I can remember, I’ve been losing this. Which means at least I’m consistent at something. I really need change. A 360 degree change. I don’t know how. I have some theories though. I’ve a naturally sharp tongue. Ready to spit sarcasm so far Sang Nila Utama would turn in his very old grave. I think it’s my retribution. While I don’t believe in transcendence, I believe in Karma. So the only viable solution would be for me to shut up, right?

I should just go back into my old, turtle shelled self. Which was quite long ago, but I’ve no qualms bringing it back again. At least maybe it’ll bring me and others around me peace. It’s a time of recluse.

TGIF!

It’s the weekend again! After a rather tortuous week in school; no thanks to the fact that I’m still very much in the holiday mood, I’m back! On Wednesday, I realized it was gonna be Eugene’s birthday(12th Jan) and hurried and made an impromptu mini class gathering cum mini celebration session for today.

Eugene, Farah, Trina, CSM, Michelle AKA Qwerty and myself went to Sakae Sushi at Causeway Point. Barely a few days after I just went there! Anyway. Stuffed myself silly again. Managed to eat our fill and of course not make a loss off our total bill.

Now, whats a post without some unglam pictures right? Here’s Mich with Farah looking at the amount of plates we feasted upon. Look at her fat cheeks. Stuffed to the brim. Like a chipmunk, no?

Happy weekend!!

2008!

Okay, fine. It’s a little too late. But. HAPPY NEW YEAR BABIES! Now to more proper things. Which are not really that proper, actually. Spent my NYE chilling out with Lena, Joy, Alvin at Fullerton Hotel. Talking, talking, stoning, eating. My kinda way of spending time. Just chilaxing. For the uninitiated. Chill + Relax = Chilax.

Now, I don’t really have much things to say except I don’t have much to talk about nowadays except let you guys see some pictures. There’s just nothing to talk about lah.

Now, this was at Victoria Concert Hall, Farah’s(bottom row, second from left) alumni concert. It was pretty good, for an amateur wannabe appreciator like me. The last time I was there, was for a certain ex’s sister’s alumni concert. The place hasn’t changed a single bit. Maybe it’s just my bad memory. Maybe it has. Maybe. Anyway, Top row, Me, Hazwan, Derek, Eugene. Bottom row, Trina, Farah, Geraldine, CSM. Thanks to Geraldine’s boyfriend for the pictures.

This, was the first day of 2008! I had a steamboat session in the afternoon with my primary school friends. PRIMARY SCHOOL OKAY. Damn long already. Like. Damn long man. From left, Ken, KaiXin, RiSheng, TanTaiYuan, ME!

This was on the 5th, Alvin’s birthday again. I don’t have any of his unglam shots this time, but just stay tuned. You never know, someday, somehow, it’ll show up when you least expect it. This is his 20th, so happy 20th! Too many people to name, so bleah.

Now, this is with a cute bundle of joy I’ve been seeing really often this holiday. SAMUEL!

And last but not least, school reopens for another month tomorrow before I get my 2/3 months worth of holidays. In preparation for the boring break times to come for school, I’ve downloaded Nip/Tuck Season1-5 and Ugly Betty Season1. CHEERS!